Its not a big deal

Why does it hurt so bad
to lose something I never had
To have these feelings and nothing to do
just sit around and wait for you
Why is it so hard to move on
knowing what we had is gone
Is there a place where happiness is
Even though there's still a fizz
In my soul when you are around
your name is a beautiful sound
Now all I can do is wonder
I lost it all in one little blunder
By not telling you how I really feel
trying to act like its not a big deal......

Kahin Bikhar Jaoon!

gehre paani main fir utar jaoon,
is nadi ko bhi paar kar jaoon!

jangalon main bhatak ke dekh liya,
sochta hoon ab apne ghar jaoon!

ek hi chehra hai nigahon main,
kis taraf dekhu main kidhar jaoon!

uski aawaz ki khanak ki kasam,
kyu na dil uske naam kar jaoon!

shayad is roop main vo apna le,
phool ban jaoon main nikhar jaoon!

ye andhere bharam aur tanhayi,
ab kaha jaoon kidhar jaoon!

"Chand" ne yun tasalli di bahut,
khuddari pe apni mar jaoon!

hath milte hain raha dil baki,
dil ka kissa tamaam kar jaoon!

sookhe patton se dosti kar loon,
jab hawa aaye kahin bikhar jaoon!